tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12482398570988292442024-03-05T01:00:41.827-08:00The Thomas ZooRhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.comBlogger89125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-58817659871799400802009-12-19T11:30:00.000-08:002009-12-19T11:35:48.065-08:00Knock Knock, Who's There?It's ME!!<br /><br />You thought I forgot about this blog didn't you? Well I sorta did. Not really that I forgot it's more like I have just been living life and there hasn't seemed to be much to update. Oh, and I tend to post everything on facebook. Sorry.<br /><br />Since I know everyone is not on facebook I thought I'd put this here. We found out last month what has been making Steve sick these past two years. Monday morning we see his ENT {ear, nose and throat doctor} for a follow up and hopefully he will tell is there is a surgery that can fix the problem. After researching as much as I can it would seem that there is not much hope, this type of injury needed to be reparied within weeks not months {or years}. But I am all about hope and believe in miracles.<br /><br />I promise when we have more answers I will come back here and update and explain all the details.Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-29411270254742247442009-09-12T12:20:00.000-07:002009-09-12T12:21:39.730-07:00Is anybody here anymore?Can you hear me screaming? He's in the hospital again.Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-39452700960151917982009-05-22T23:55:00.001-07:002009-05-22T23:57:55.106-07:00Still here....<span style="font-weight: bold;">Just tweaking the blog a little. Update coming soon. All is well...some excitement this month but it's all good now.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">God is still on the throne, just in case you were wondering!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Hoping to take this blog in a new direction. Want to focus on the day to day of this Thomas Zoo and move away from the constant crisis mode of this past year. Yeah we still have occasional bumps here and there but we have a LIFE to live here and it's time to get on with it!!</span>Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-34994025752848546112009-04-23T01:02:00.000-07:002009-04-23T01:05:51.661-07:00Itty Bitty Roadbump.....<span style="font-weight: bold;">Steve was admitted to the hospital Monday night for pneumonia. He was released today and is doing MUCH better! This hit him hard and fast but, I believe, since he has been doing so well lately and regaining his strength he seemed to bounce back much quicker than he had been before the trach.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">So we didn't make it through the month of April. That's ok. We are still praising God and enjoying Steve's continuing healing. I'm just thankful everyday that he is alive!</span>Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-37609560142496558352009-04-17T23:32:00.000-07:002009-04-17T23:38:25.271-07:00In need of some help!<span style="font-weight: bold;">I posted this on my facebook today. Since I know there are still some people not over there I thought I should post this here:<br /><br />Ok first of all this is a very hard thing for me to do, I almost never ask for help. As most of you know my husband spent the past year in the hospital, actually admitted 20 times. We were pretty sure at one point he wasn't going to make it. But praise God we found a doctor at Stanford who figured out what was wrong and three days before Thanksgiving he had surgery {a tracheotomy, allowing him to breathe} and he is on the road to being well.</span><br /> <br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> As I'm sure you can imagine our lives were spent in crisis mode quite often and it took all my husband had in him just to stay employed and provide for his family. Something he did an incredible job of! But everything else took a back seat and we are seeing that the work ahead of us is overwhelming, if not impossible to do by ourselves. We have had many many offers of help but haven't really been able to see clearly what we needed help with as we have just been focusing on learning to live this new life we have now and adjusting to the medical challenges and regaining health and strength.</span><br /> <br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> So what do we need? Well....we have rented a dumpster and we are hoping to rally our friends to come help out on Saturday May 2nd from 10 am till it's done. We need the back and front yard cleaned up and hauled off! We could easily fill the dumpster and lots of trash bags. We don't have a lot of yard tools so if you have some you don't mind sharing that would be great!</span><br /> <br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> We will provide pizza and plenty to drink and some of the biggest hugs you could ever imagine {Brandon has become a master at hugs!}. If this is something you think you could help with please message me here or call at 776-3089 or email at thomaszoo8@comcast.net. Our family would be eternally thankful and my husband will sleep better knowing he does not have as much responsibility and an just rest. Did I say that man amazes me? We are very blessed!</span><br /> <br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> Thank you all my loved ones for all your blessings and support!!!</span><br /> <br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"> Love Rhonda~</span>Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-33715156998411830032009-04-02T10:39:00.000-07:002009-04-02T10:56:54.976-07:00That wasn't funny.<span style="font-weight: bold;">Well we broke our record for no ER visits, but this one was not really "serious".<br /><br />Tuesday afternoon I was on my way home from the grocery store when Steve called:<br /><br />Him: <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Umm</span>...I have a little problem.<br />Me: Which kid was it and what did they do?<br />Him: No, it's not that. My <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">trach</span> tube came out.<br />Me: So put it back in.<br />Him: I've been trying, it won't go in.<br />Me: I'm on my way home.<br /><br />He was right, it wasn't going in no matter how hard he tried. And the hole was clearly starting to close down. Since he was breathing <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">ok</span> and his throat/vocal cords were not closing we had time so we headed to the ER {it was after hours, otherwise we would have gone to his <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">ENT</span>}<br /><br />The ER was great about taking him right in. It's a good thing because he was starting to have difficulty breathing and his O2 numbers were in the low 80's.<br /><br />So first the respiratory therapist tried to get it back in but it was a no go. Then the ER doc. It was brutal to watch, and it was extremely painful for Steve. They started talking a smaller tube but we explained that he had already experienced that last month and he could not tolerate it. So they called in the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">ENT</span>.<br /><br />The tube wasn't going in for him either so he numbed his throat up and stretched the hole open and after a lot of pushing and prodding and then "POP" it went in. RELIEF!! Steve's O2 numbers immediately climbed up to 99%.<br /><br />What happened was Steve was doing some repair work in the backyard and he brushed up against something with a screw sticking out and it caught on the collar that holds the tube in place. Yanked the thing right out. He didn't even realize it until he saw it hanging on his shirt! Steve is such a ridiculously fast healer that that hole just started closing up instantly. Good thing he isn't into body piercing.<br /><br />So last night I'm running kids around and doing some errands and I get a call:<br /><br />Him: <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">Umm</span>...I have a little problem.<br />Me: What now?<br />Him: You aren't going to believe this.<br />Me: I probably will.<br />Him: My tube came out again.<br />Me: I DO know what <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">todays</span> date is you know.<br />Him: Dang it.<br /></span>Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-83105646669867908832009-03-23T16:03:00.000-07:002009-03-23T16:40:04.203-07:00Is it possible?<span style="font-weight: bold;">We just left the hematologists office and he said so far everything looks good. He is running tow more blood tests that will be back in about 6 weeks. He doesn't expect anything significant to show up. We are right back to this all coming from the knee surgery. We're </span><span style="font-weight: bold;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">ok</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> with that.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">The surgery to replace the </span><span style="font-weight: bold;" class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">trach</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> last week went just fine. Other than his usual post anesthesia reaction that always freaks them out. They came running to get me, ready to call 911! {we were in the surgery center} I get in there and he is surrounded by nurses trying to get him to respond. They look at me and ask if this is his usual reaction and I just say "yep, he'll be just fine in an hour". Of course this meant I had to stay in the recovery room with him. My heartfelt empathy goes out to anyone with a loved one with </span><span style="font-weight: bold;" class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Alzheimer's</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">. Having to remind him over and over where he is and why is not fun! But just as I said....an hour later and he was wide awake and joking and ready to leave!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">So as we were leaving the doctors office today Steve asked if he had any more appointments. This doctor said to return in two months. I couldn't think of anyone else we needed to see. I then realized we could actually get through the entire month of April without seeing a single doctor! I don't think we visited the ER in March. This is a GOOD thing. No...it's a GOD thing!!!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">God is GOOD!!</span>Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-34025169376382058842009-03-11T00:00:00.000-07:002009-03-11T00:04:50.231-07:00Better.<span style="font-weight: bold;">I deleted that last post because...well I just didn't want my "stuff" out there. If I can be honest here I struggle a lot with anger and when it comes to those I love it rears it's very ugly head more than I like. And I'm sure others as well. I like to believe God is working on me in this regard.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Steve has to have surgery next Wednesday to have his trach replaced. Why doesn't matter. God is in all the details and we may not understand why right now but someday we will.</span>Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-50969894150534759282009-03-03T10:44:00.000-08:002009-03-08T22:49:46.315-07:00Not one in a million<span style="font-weight: bold;">But he is still my 1 in </span><a style="font-weight: bold;" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Earth_Population">6.76 billion</a><span style="font-weight: bold;">!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">The doctor called and the test he sent to Maine for PNH was negative. No word on the other tests yet but this was the one we were most concerned about.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Tomorrow Steve will have another </span><a style="font-weight: bold;" href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bronchoscopy">bronchoscopy</a><span style="font-weight: bold;"> done to make sure the source of bleeding is not coming from his lungs. The CT scan to check for carcinoids is scheduled for the 17th.</span>Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-34233488767363555402009-02-23T23:45:00.000-08:002009-02-24T00:13:19.204-08:00One in a Million<span style="font-weight: bold;">I am going to have that printed on a T-shirt for my husband because apparently he may be One in a Million!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">We had our appointment today with the hematologist/oncologist. I was expecting nothing much but that was not to be. Here is what we are now facing...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Three tests came back concerning. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Two weeks ago the doctor wasn't very concerned about the carcinoid cells. Now he is. The test for that came back "elevated". We don't know what that means at this point but more tests are being ordered. This is a very slow growing form of cancer, it could have been there 20 years so. Cat scans are being ordered right now, I'm not sure what's next. What we do know is that the current concern is the nodule on his adrenal gland. That gland sits on top of your kidney. The doctor assured me today that you can live a full life with just one kidney. Not sure I wanted to here that but ok!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Test number two is a little odd. He came up positive for something called lupus anticoagulant syndrome. This does not mean he has lupus. Actually I'm not sure I know exactly what it means but the doctor said it's treatable. They do not diagnose you with this disease until you have two positives so more blood work is being done.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Number three is a bit tougher. It's called paroxysmal nocturnal hemoglobinuria or PNH. It's usually not a good thing when your doctor is reviewing your record and suddenly says "wow". What he explained is when someone goes in for blood clot issues a battery of tests are run including this one. They never expect a positive because it is only seen in 1 to 5 in a million people. Most hematologists never see this their entire career, including Steve's doctor. A follow up test is being done. They shipped some blood via Fed-Ex today to Maine. Apparently a lab there specializes in this. It takes one week, we will know on Tuesday. Interestingly enough Steve's doctor will be traveling to a convention later this week in Florida. One of the items being discussed is PNH.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">So here is how I am choosing to look at all this news.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">1. Steve had all of these conditions and either God is going to heal him miraculously either divinely, through medicine and doctors or ultimately through death. Steve could have died many times over this past year and he didn't. I do not fear that as much as I used to. He truly is in God's hands.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">2. The knee surgery/vocal cord injury/blood clots/tracheotomy all happened in Gods plan to reveal all this other stuff that we would have NEVER discovered otherwise and it can be dealt with. If all this had not happened it is entirely possible it might not have been found it until it was too late. Steve is only 52. Everyone keeps telling him he's young. If these are things that can be treated better to do it now than when he is older with decreased chance of recovery.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">3. The tests are all wrong. Never know, we are talking about the man who had a </span><a style="font-weight: bold;" href="http://untyeingtheknots.blogspot.com/2008/11/one-down-million-more-to-go.html">suddenly re-grown appendix</a><span style="font-weight: bold;">! I'm ok with this too.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">There is a saying in the medical profession: When you hear hoofbeats you think horses not zebras. In other words you think of the most likely cause of a problem not the unusual.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">It's looking like my husband is a zebra.</span><br /><h3 class="r"><a href="http://scholar.google.com/scholar?q=lupus+anticoagulant+syndrome&hl=en&client=firefox-a&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&hs=fNs&um=1&ie=UTF-8&oi=scholart" class="std" onmousedown="new Image().src='/url?source=web&sa=T&url=http://scholar.google.com/scholar%3Fq%3Dlupus%2Banticoagulant%2Bsyndrome%26hl%3Den%26client%3Dfirefox-a%26rls%3Dorg.mozilla:en-US:official%26hs%3DfNs%26um%3D1%26ie%3DUTF-8%26oi%3Dscholart&ei=UqejSY-6EYKqsAOUjKyxAg&oi=scholar&ct=title';"><b><br /></b></a></h3>Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-40261417911163579722009-02-18T23:25:00.000-08:002009-02-18T23:56:39.330-08:00Don't ever doubt the power of prayer.<span style="font-weight: bold;">And I am telling myself that too. I know it can be hard to remember sometimes, especially when we don't get the answer we were hoping for. But God does always answer prayer.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I apologize for not updating after the last post. I'm never sure if anyone reads here. I know some of you I know "in real life" tell me you do and I guess I just assume that you know what's going on. But then there are those who don't and I'm sorry if you think Steve has been in the hospital all this time! He was actually released a couple of days after the last admittance.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">So much has happened since then so I won't go into great detail. Steve has had a little bit of a rough time lately with pain and breathing. Getting his blood thinning meds stable has been a bit challenging as well but we press on. He was seen by the hematologist and he is looking into the causes for blood clots and also the carcinoid tumor concerns. He took about 12 vials of blood one day and then 6 more the next day. We go back next week to talk about all of the results.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">But most important is the phone call I got today. About two hours after my friend Kim posted an update and prayer request to our church email list my phone rang. It was the pulmonologist we like and trust so well, Dr. Bala. He was checking in to see how Steve was doing and wanted to let me know what he plans for him. He was unable to see Steve while he was hospitalized as he was afflicted with the flu. It was frustrating to not have him consult because he knows Steve so well. I did have a few moments of panic because the residents started asking lots of questions that caused me to fear they were seeing something new and concerning and I thought we had been through all of that before. Looking back I realize that they are eager to find a "cure" for him and want to help. They did not realize we had been through all of it already and Dr. Bala was not there to shoo them off...LOL! But even though I had concerns I still had a peace about the situation.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Anyway...the phone call. Dr. Bala sat down and reviewed all of Steve's CT scans, and there have been MANY! He does not believe Steve had new clots. He thinks what they were seeing was one of the old clots. He said it looks different because it is diminishing and the scan itself was not a very good one. He really thinks the coughing up blood was related to the trach and blood thinners. He actually said that his lungs now look "structurally normal"....PRAISE GOD for that!!!! He is going to schedule a bronchoscopy for next week just to make sure they are not missing anything, for our peace of mind and his. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">This really is big news for us. Thinking he was having blood clots again was very frightening. Pulmonary embolism is the third leading cause of death in the US. If you have a big enough clot that blocks the pulmonary artery you are dead in seconds, quicker than a heart attack! The thought that my husband could die at any moment put us more in the hands of God than anything ever in our lives. Thank God for good friends ready and willing to "pray me down" when huge panic has set in at times!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I really do believe we are turning the corner. Tonight Steve was a little scared because he could not catch his breath. It took a little while until I realized he was trying to breathe through his mouth, which he normally does and can do well with the trach. Well he could not breathe at all and was starting to panic a little until I told him to concentrate and breathe through his neck. He took a few breaths and then relief. He looked at me and nodded his head. He had to remember this is why he got the trach in the first place...his throat was closing up. Had it not been for the trach he would likely be in an ambulance. Instead he is in bed and breathing and sleeping peacefully.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">So that is what is happening now. We do still need to figure out why he has so much chest pain. We will go back to Stanford soon to see the GI doctors and hope they have answers. Steve is still having lots of GERD issues and is on the narcotics daily but they are helping him function and keep the pain in control. One step at a time!</span>Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-9431001010709733102009-02-06T03:09:00.000-08:002009-03-08T22:50:07.990-07:00Relapse<span style="font-weight: bold;">I'm making this quick as it's 3 am and I have to get sleep.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Steve is back in the hospital. He had some very bad chest pain yesterday afternoon {Thursday} and said he felt like something burst. Then he started having coughing attacks and there was a lot of blood. He came home and asked for a breathing treatment right away. That was not helping so I called the doctor and he said to go right to the ER.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">We didn't even have to wait one second, they took him right in. Within 45 minutes they diagnosed 3 new blood clots in his left lung.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">This makes no sense as his blood is more than thin enough with the medication he is on. I don't know yet what the plan is but they do know they need to find out what is causing the clots.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Will update as I know more.</span>Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-55759065451240068162009-01-26T10:06:00.000-08:002009-01-26T10:19:32.228-08:00Milestones<span style="font-weight: bold;">Taking a look at the calendar today I realized a couple of things.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">It has now been a year since Steve's knee surgery. The surgery that seemed to be the start of the downward health spiral.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">It has been exactly one month since Steve has been admitted to a hospital. That's the longest stretch he has had in a very long time. And we plan to keep it that way!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">When I look back on this year, especially September, I sit here amazed at where we are. I was pretty sure I would be sitting here a widow by now...or very close. And now to have him alive, well and thriving. There are no words. Other than THANK YOU LORD!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Our lives are very different now. Lots of adjustments and the need to stay very diligent with his medications. But it's ok, he's worth it!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">One prayer request though...the edema is horrible. Steve's pulmonologist currently has him on a weeks worth of diuretics for the second time. They work really well but as soon as he stops them it comes right back. I have never seen anything like it. You press on his leg and it leaves an indent so deep you could eat your morning cereal out of it! Problem is you can't take diuretics for long periods and they really need to find the cause and correct that. As far as the cardiologist is concerned his heart is good, pulmonologist says his lungs are good. Those are the two main concerns. So something else is causing it and we need to find out what. It gets so bad he can barely walk. It's frustrating to be able to finally breathe well and not be able to walk because your legs feel like lead filled balloons! His pulmonologist did wonder aloud if this could be from the excessive amounts of steroids he was on. Maybe, all I know is it really needs to stop!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">As always thank you for the prayers, love and support!!</span>Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-19497847701866523682009-01-23T01:09:00.000-08:002009-01-23T01:45:58.001-08:00For a friend.<span style="font-weight: bold;">When I didn't have hope Jesus led me. There were many times I felt alone, fearful, despair. But He always brought me through that place.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">This is for my friend Charis.</span><br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/n9Rwso4Ngqc&hl=en&fs=1"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/n9Rwso4Ngqc&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Good morning</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">The night is over and gone</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I thought once</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">This dark would last for so long</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Feel the sunlight</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">On my face</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">You have brought me</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Through this place</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Jesus, Jesus You found me</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Through the long night you led me</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">You set me free</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Do you see</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Just what you've done in my life?</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">You gave me</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">More then I hoped for; now I</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Feel your sunlight</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">On my face</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">You have brought me</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Through this place</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Jesus, Jesus You found me</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Through the long night you led me</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">You set me free</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Feel Your sunlight</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">On my face</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">You have brought me</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Through this place</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Jesus, Jesus You found me</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Through the long night you led me</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">You set me free<br /><br /></span><span style="font-weight: bold;">Good morning</span><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">The night is over and gone</span>Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-17749931695205027762009-01-12T22:25:00.000-08:002009-01-12T22:39:11.583-08:00In case you were wondering<span style="font-weight: bold;">I do have to apologize for not updating more often. If you look at it positively that is actually a good thing!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Steve is actually doing very well. Better than I have seen in a very long time. Not only is he breathing but he is sleeping. And sleeping better than he has in years. What a difference a good nights sleep makes! He has so much energy he collapses in exhaustion at night and then sleeps good all night and is ready to go the next morning! He's been spending a lot of time at work catching up and passing the inspections they failed while he was in the hospital. They are very happy to have him back. And then when he gets home he is trying to catch up on all the household stuff he has been unable to do this past year. May take him that long to get it all done!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">I, on the other hand have just been dragging. I don't know if I have been fighting off a virus or what but I could use some energy. The gray skies and wet don't help but getting kids back to school and into routine will hopefully help. Everyone around here is busy these days.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">And speaking of busy. Steve has taken his paintball gun obsession to a whole new level. I was informed the other day that I had to remove all my clothes from the closet because they were taking up space he needed for his new collection. From the look I gave him he decided to re-think that! I don't know what the fascination is but I don't really mind. It is something he is enjoying and helps with bonding time with his boys {and girl...she can't WAIT to shoot up the Christmas tree in the backyard!} and gives him something to look forward to. He needed that in his life right now so I'll tolerate a stray ball here and there. {yes you read that right...he "accidentally" shot off a few in the shower. Lucky for him they wash right off!}</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">So here is to a healthy and hospital free 2009! I like the sound of that!</span>Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-33681876243157949592009-01-02T01:07:00.000-08:002009-01-02T01:14:03.312-08:00Psalm 71<div style="text-align: center;"><br />In you, O LORD, I have taken refuge;<br /> let me never be put to shame.<br /><br /> Rescue me and deliver me in your righteousness;<br /> turn your ear to me and save me.<br /><br /> Be my rock of refuge,<br /> to which I can always go;<br /> give the command to save me,<br /> for you are my rock and my fortress.<br /><br /> Deliver me, O my God, from the hand of the wicked,<br /> from the grasp of evil and cruel men.<br /><br /> For you have been my hope, O Sovereign LORD,<br /> my confidence since my youth.<br /><br /> From birth I have relied on you;<br /> you brought me forth from my mother's womb.<br /> I will ever praise you.<br /><br /> I have become like a portent to many,<br /> but you are my strong refuge.<br /><br />My mouth is filled with your praise,<br /> declaring your splendor all day long.<br /><br />Do not cast me away when I am old;<br /> do not forsake me when my strength is gone.<br />For my enemies speak against me;<br /><br /> those who wait to kill me conspire together.<br /><br />They say, "God has forsaken him;<br /> pursue him and seize him,<br /> for no one will rescue him."<br /><br /> Be not far from me, O God;<br /> come quickly, O my God, to help me.<br /><br />May my accusers perish in shame;<br /> may those who want to harm me<br /> be covered with scorn and disgrace.<br /><br />But as for me, I will always have hope;<br /> I will praise you more and more.<br /><br />My mouth will tell of your righteousness,<br /> of your salvation all day long,<br /> though I know not its measure.<br /><br />I will come and proclaim your mighty acts, O Sovereign LORD;<br /> I will proclaim your righteousness, yours alone.<br /><br />Since my youth, O God, you have taught me,<br /> and to this day I declare your marvelous deeds.<br /><br /> Even when I am old and gray,<br /> do not forsake me, O God,<br /> till I declare your power to the next generation,<br /> your might to all who are to come.<br /><br />Your righteousness reaches to the skies, O God,<br /> you who have done great things.<br /> Who, O God, is like you?<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter,</span></span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> you will restore my life again;</span></span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> from the depths of the earth</span></span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> you will again bring me up.</span></span><br /><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"> You will increase my honor<br /> and comfort me once again. </div><p style="text-align: center;"> <span id="en-NIV-14999" class="sup"></span>I will praise you with the harp<br /> for your faithfulness, O my God;<br /> I will sing praise to you with the lyre,<br /> O Holy One of Israel. </p><p style="text-align: center;"><span id="en-NIV-15000" class="sup"></span> My lips will shout for joy<br /> when I sing praise to you—<br /> I, whom you have redeemed. </p><p style="text-align: center;"> <span id="en-NIV-15001" class="sup"></span> My tongue will tell of your righteous acts<br /> all day long,<br /> for those who wanted to harm me<br /> have been put to shame and confusion.</p>Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-23170481735283608022008-12-25T22:42:00.000-08:002008-12-25T22:43:11.034-08:00How Many Kings<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/noz8hc8u7Xc&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/noz8hc8u7Xc&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-19856982987961950472008-12-24T22:13:00.001-08:002008-12-24T22:13:59.132-08:00HOME!He arrived home around 7:30 this evening. I told you prayer works.Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-40682625926000815972008-12-23T17:00:00.000-08:002008-12-23T17:02:41.456-08:00Home for ChristmasNo time for details right now. Steve has been in the hospital since Saturday. It's not looking like he will be home in time for Christmas. But I know prayer works so would you please be praying? Thank you!<br /><br />{and Paul & Edith, if you read this I have been trying to call you. My phone is not cooperating today so I will keep trying!}Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-71009735278040081572008-12-14T23:22:00.001-08:002008-12-14T23:26:26.725-08:00When I was a kid...They didn't have VCR's or DVR's. I had to wait an entire year to see this again. And it was a big event for me! My kids think I'm weird.<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/NRLzZBxqv68&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/NRLzZBxqv68&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object>Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-82463491168945059902008-12-13T14:39:00.000-08:002008-12-13T14:42:28.070-08:00The God who spoke is speaking still<object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/yRK0_OUAlFg&hl=en&fs=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/yRK0_OUAlFg&hl=en&fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />I'm taking a break from posting Steve updates for a while. He spent another night in the hospital but came out doing great. God is answering prayers and I just need to focus on that. I know you all are praying regardless of where he is and how he is doing and that is all that matters!Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-16387439846077025102008-12-06T13:44:00.000-08:002008-12-06T14:00:32.687-08:00Setback?I guess they are bound to happen. Not really sure what to think about it. The appointment with Steve's doctor on Thursday wen really well. She didn't want to discontinue the oxygen therapy until we were sure he was getting enough. So last night he wore an O2 monitor on his finger while he slept. It never went above 91 and usually hung around 87-89. This is not good.<br /><br />While he is awake his O2 couldn't be better. But during sleep it takes a nosedive. I have no idea what this means but there is an easy fix. Oxygen. From everything I have read oxygen therapy saves and extends your life. So if that's what he's going to need then that is what we will do. We just have to figure out how to pay for it. The insurance people are starting to be a little difficult but I know it will all work out. We actually found out yesterday that a local company supplies for trachs and I met the manager and I have a feeling they will be very easy to work with. Logistics, *sigh*<br /><br />All things considered Steve continues to feel good. He is working hard at catching up at work and has adjusted really well to his new way of breathing. For the most part we don't even notice it and he says it's the same at work. People stare occasionally but he doesn't care...he can breathe!<br /><br />Oh, and the cats came back. Just like I thought Mozzarella tried to sneak back like nothing happened. He missed his appointment for Friday but I <span style="font-weight: bold;">will </span>get that cat neutered, even if I have to do it myself!Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-73700175394779391232008-12-04T11:01:00.001-08:002008-12-04T11:07:37.048-08:00The Thomas ZooTwo of our cats have gone missing.<br /><br />We haven't seen Mozzarella since last night. We have a feeling Stinky and Cheese told him he had an appointment to be neutered and his life as he knows it was about to be over. Stinky denies this {he doesn't care about much since his fateful day} but Cheese looks guilty.<br /><br />Gracie has not been seen either. I have a feeling this is because we had to put away the food last night in preparation for Mozzie's "surgery". You do not mess with Gracie's food.<br /><br />The dogs are clueless.<br /><br />The food is back out, I'm sure Gracie will reappear once she feels satisfied her protest was noticed. Mozzie will wander back in as if nothing has happened and then get tossed in the garage. He has another appointment tomorrow.<br /><br />Yes...the Thomas Zoo is returning to "normal"!Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-65066921235501817772008-12-04T10:47:00.000-08:002008-12-04T10:59:33.552-08:00Hanging in thereSteve continues to do well. We actually just passed an entire week without seeing a doctor of any kind! WOO HOO! Not that we don't <span style="font-style: italic;">like</span> them but we'd rather spend our time doing other things!<br /><br />We do have appointments today and tomorrow but those are follow-ups so we don't expect anything out of the ordinary to happen.<br /><br />Steve still says he feels better than he has in a very long time. He seems so be adjusting to the trach in a very unusually quick and problem free way. Still no suctioning and no pain, in fact the soreness is pretty much all gone. One thing he has had to get used to is the fact that there is nothing there to warm the air when he breathes. When you breathe through your nose or mouth the air is warmed before is hits your lungs. Gods wonderful design! But when you breathe through a plastic tube there is nothing warming that air. Makes for a bad chest ache! So he tries to remember to keep it tucked in his shirt. I did get him some bandannas yesterday so he's going to try wrapping those around his neck and see if that helps.<br /><br />So all things considered the Thomas Zoo is doing well. We kind of feel hungover and it's strange to not be in constant crisis mode, or waiting for the other show to drop. I do admit that night time is a little weird and I have to stop myself from checking if he is alive. He is so still and so quiet. I am now remembering when I feel that fear that God is faithful and I <span style="font-weight: bold;">have to trust. </span>It was funny this morning. I guess a pillow occluded his trach and he let out a little snort, hadn't heard that since the night before surgery....and I was thankful! {not that he snorted...thankful he doesn't snort anymore!}Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1248239857098829244.post-49481481313050056292008-12-01T11:23:00.000-08:002008-12-01T11:27:44.062-08:00When did he pass away?Both of the oxygen companies showed up at my door at the same time. We had equipment from two different places, never understood why.<br /><br />So they are getting their paperwork together and one of them asks "when did he pass away"?<br /><br />I kind of had to choke back a laugh and then said "he didn't, he just went to work"!<br /><br />It was one of those moments when you really wished you had a camera to catch the looks on their faces.<br /><br />I have always believed that God has the funniest sense of humor. I know He is getting a kick out of all of this. I sure am!Rhondahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02061513825404121312noreply@blogger.com2